Wednesday, May 30, 2012

So many plans :)

SO many things being planned for this summer.

Number one: FLOAT TRIPS x2. I was already planning on working out and getting healthier this summer but this is going to make me kick it into GEAR! All of my friends are skinny and gorgeous so if I have to be around them in my swimsuit, I  need to be the best I can make myself in 2 months.

Anyways Day TWO of going hard at the gym was today and I am feeling great! I am going to try and be very dedicated this summer. It helps that my mom is eating so healthy and that is basically all we have in the house. I just gotta get my butt to the gym.

but in other news this summer... bachelorette parties, weddings, trips to see my moose in KC, my BIRTHDAY are just  a few. I am getting excited!

Oooh, I still need to clean my clothes out of my car which I am SO not looking forward to. My closet at home is 1/4 the size the one at school and my dresser drawers are 1/2 the depth of my big dresser I used at school...UGH! I am gonna tackle that tomorrow.


I suppose that is it. I wish I was more exciting.

Monday, May 28, 2012


So it has been over a week since I last posted but I have a viable explanation for that! I have been MOVING! It has been the most exhausting few days ever. I only had myself, mom, dad and sister to move all my things, and let's just say I have a lot of stuff!!

It doesn't help that it was the end of May and extremely hot.

BUT we made it and got my apartment cleaned out and most of my stuff into a storage locker. (extremely sad). I still have to unload my car and the van....but I will see how long I can put that off. I am so tired.

So moving back in with my parents is not exactly my idea of a good time, but since I am currently jobless and broke (as a joke) I have no other choice. Praying, wishing, begging for a teaching job happens to be my current form of action. Also, being a teacher means I am not going to get a job in say November. Which means if I do not get a job this summer...I will have to wait an entire year to get hired. And as you can guess...I will have to live with my parents for a WHOLE year. yeah..

Can you say stressed?

On a better note, I think I am going to change the look of this least the background picture or something. I am extremely technologically challenged so I will see what I can do.

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Sunday Stresses


well it was a long yet quick weekend. Downtown, grad parties, drinking...emotional nights. BUT I don't want to get into that at all..

 So tomorrow I start packing up my apartment. I will officially be leaving this college town and moving back home. It is so incredibly bittersweet. I am tryin to be positive and know that the best is yet to come, but I am also feeling sad that I am moving home. Being on my own for the past 5 years has been great. I feel independent and I can go as I please. Things will be changing. I am getting worried that I will become a hermit with no friends who sits at home all the time and I also have the added stress of my parents trying to tell me what I can and cannot do.

That won't fly.

However, it is the inevitable and I know it's coming. I am trying not be sad and weepy and embrace this change and stay positive. I am hoping, praying, trying to get a big girl job. Someone please, give me a chance. Ugh..

Change is scary but I know that my life won't be over and I need to stop being so melodramatic about everything and remember to breathe.

Lastly, my friend Katie started this album on facebook called '360' and she takes a diffent picture everyday and posts it...I am thinking of starting it . I have this new camera and I want to have some sort of hobby or something. So if I do start this...I will also post them here.


Thursday, May 17, 2012

The Crazy Boy and the Sexy Pants Girl

Okay so entry two--- I am not really sure about what I want to write about because nothing interesting has really happened to me in the last few days. Life has been fairly boring... Lame.

HOWEVER, I did go downtown on Tuesday night. (Now before I continue let me remind you that I cannot remember the last time I went out during the week--besides a Thursday, but Thursdays are the weekend anyway) I went out with two of my friends and of course we had to start out with shots at her apartment because why would we wait to the bars? Yeah, moving on...the night is going quite fine when we get downtown. Drinks, shots, cute boys, 90's music what could be better? Well about an hour before bars close, my friend (sexy pants blonde) is talking to some boy and this other kid...boy... comes over and accosts our guy friend and starts in on how 'sexy pants blonde' is "playing" (I freaking hate when people say playing) him. Of course our guy friend has never met this guy is trying to apease this guy and his feelings because he is getting more emotional but the second. BY THE WAY sexy pants and this kid have met only a few times and texts once in a while, a realtionship this does not make. Anywhoos "Sexy pants blonde" is bouncing around and has no idea that psycho boy is pouring his heart to complete strangers.

Now let us fastforward about 35 minutes and crazy kid has not stolen blonde upstairs. After five minutes of looking for her we find her trying to escape crazy. Now she knows what a psycho we have on our hands and we quickly exit the bar. So after leaving the bar blonde is 'textually assaulted' by this boy for the next few days with texts that include but of course not limited to ' I thought you were a nice girl'..'I cannot believe you just went and left with your friends' etc. OH and multiple calls were recieved that night as well.

So moral of the story? I am not really sure there is one, BUT my question is WHY do people become SO crazy over people that they barely know? This kid was in no way shape or form dating sexy pants and yet he stalked her down and basically cried a river to her friends that he had know for .5 seconds. What makes someone so irresistable that you will make a complete and utter fool of yourself for, that in reality you barely know. Is it purely looks? The cheap bar talk or couple text messages you have exchanged? What?

Hmmm...I am sure that story was not at all exciting, but it makes me wonder about people and their emotions and the never ending question--- did the booze make him do it?

Monday, May 14, 2012

Okay okay, I am going to try this blog thing...again. I don't really know if I have anything interesting to say or not but I am going to try this and see where it gets me.

I might need to just get random crap out of my brain or I might write about the weird and crazy things that happen to me....we will see I suppose. I guess that is all I have to say for now.

Here's to the Beginning.

oh and I promise to try and be a great speller and use proper grammar, but I cannot promise anything.